Perhaps it was the fear of starting over,
or the inability to accept that all of this had really gone to waste.
I’ve been struggling to keep my sanity..
I found myself.. by the same bar
Ordering two shots of you..followed by two shots of peace..
My mind and my heart were at war
No way in hell I’d find peace
Two shots of you that kept me sane
Two shots of peace who failed to numb the pain
Sleeping no longer helped.. or maybe it did.. yet, it was temporary
Temporary..what I hoped we’d never be
Sadly, it’s what it came to be
I acknowledged the fact that perhaps it wasn’t our fault.. yet, it still didn’t take away the pain…
Because trying to forget you still remained in vain.